I use videogames as if it is a drug.

((Kratos ripping the head off of Helios, the sun god))

When i say that, i do not mean it as i play them too much. You can never play them to much. I mean i play them, for the same reason some people use drugs. To escape real life, and to feel good. I realized this today, where i went insane after cleaning my ps2 and my god of war games, and they still didnt work. I was and still am upset. I wanted to play THOSE. I got mad and i was forced to think about life, which i despise doing. I realized that whenever i feel like im about to be depressed, instead of facing the problem and thinking about it, or talking to someone, i turn on my ps2, and get to it. This ps2 wont play my god of wars, and i do not have a ps3. I am refusing to go to prom, because i want a ps3 instead. Plus i do not like my school but still. Prom cost as much as a ps3, i rather get that. Am i wrong? Do i have a problem? I use a video game to make me not think about my problems to the last minute. It sounds like a problem, but it doesnt to some point. I need help with this. This is one thing, i cant use my silver tongue to get out of.